by The Hippy Coyote
I got a job in a Triumph motorcyle
shop.
That's really cool since I ride a
Triumph.
I got it from Steve.
Yep, Steve our drummer.
And he gave me a great deal on it.
He'd just inherited some money and
wanted a bigger bike.
Hey, I've been getting second hand
clothes all my life.
A second hand bike is fine with me.
Especially from Steve.
Steve's what we call a 'neat nut.'
Everything has a place.
His ashtrays are as clean as my dishes.
But he takes real good care of his
belongings.
Better than any of us.
Steve polishes his car, armouralls
his upholstery, and always has nice new clothes.
So his bike was / is a work of art.
He had the tank painted with red
flames and chromed every part of the 650cc motor and carburator...
Then he did something really cool!
He had these forks custom made.
I was so proud to get this bike.
These handlebars are so awesome!!!
Oh yeah and extended front forks...
Yep. I've got a cool bike.
Yep. I've got a cool job.
Yep. I've got a great band.
Yep. I've got a great life.
Is that cool?
Can I measure my life when it's going
good?
If I would've measured my life last
year:
Nope. No cool bike.
Nope. No cool job.
Yep. I've got a great band. (But
we were spread out from California to Utah).
Nope. I wasn't really pleased with
my life.
Uh oh. Buddhist sin.
I realize that Buddhism is teaching
me to find peace of mind and contentment no matter how bad things are going.
Yeah, I know. Sounds okay on paper.
But you know. It's been working for
me.
I decided to give up all my comforts
in Salt Lake City and head back to civilization. Heehee.
That wasn't as easy as you might
think.
I've got a lot of stuff.
I had to rent a 26' moving van AND
a TOWBAR to pull my van with. I must've weighed a few tons and that's not
an easy drive from California to Utah.
Just ask the pioneers.
There are hills. (Scariest going
down and trying to keep from gaining too much speed or jack-knifing by braking
too hard...I was scared a few times...my son Rory in the cab...I realized I'd better think of me and what I'm doing...then he'll be safe too...)
There were cliffs.
There were GLORIOUS SUNRISES.
I can still remember some spectacular
sunrises and sunsets on that odyssey.
Back to my point:
I made my life HARDER-- to do what
I believed in.
And unfortunately, life's not been
great since I returned.
But it feels better. Somehow.
I just know I'm in the right place
and doing the right thing.
Even if it doesn't seem like it.
I was better off in most ways back
in Utah. I was comfy. Had my homestudio and played all the nightclubs...but
sometimes you just 'know.'
That's another Buddhist thing.
Zen.
Truth.
Know the truth.
See the truth.
Live the truth.
I've also realized there are two different
kinds of FEELINGS.
There are the sensory and emotional
feelings. They control our life for the most part--which makes us stupid.
Then there are those instinctive feelings
that make us smarter. Not animal instincts.
A spiritual sense.
The ability to KNOW what's right and
what's wrong. Even when you don't really know.
Right now I need to be working.
And finally!
I got a job.
The other guys don't have to work.
I should be making money selling
my songs...and records...but that hasn't happened yet.
Yet.
It will.
If it doesn't.
No matter.
I'm doing what I do whether I get
paid or not.
I love making music.
Money or no money.
Ah.
Well.
That's true. I play music for free
more than I play for money and I write songs when I feel like it. Not because
I have to or have been paid to...
But I could use some money.
Does that sound bad?
Well, it's true.
Honesty is a good Buddhist thing.
Right?
So, I'm just honestly saying, "I'd
like some more money."
There. That's not too greedy sounding
is it?
But hey!
I got a job!
It's kinda fun. I get out the exploded
schematics of each customer's Triumph motorcyle and we find the part.
I look up that number, fetch the
part, and success. Happy customer.
It's fun.
It feels good to do a good
job.
It feels good to be of service.
I like helping people.
Coyote
Head Zenner
American Zen
Next page of the LEVEL 3 Website
CD Album Title: "LEVEL 3 = I Want You To Love Me"
Artist: American Zen
Record Company: Shaolin Records
Released: September 11, 2008
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